Wednesday, December 5, 2012

The M word for today is "Mission" after some heart wretching Moments of truth today I have come to the conclusion that that what I was Made to be is far from who I am. Furthermore what I was Made to do is far from what I am doing (at least that is the lie I was beginning to believe)There is nothing like a good old fashion Bible study to get you all Messed up! Over two years ago I begin a journey of Living Free oh it was an awesome experience of self discovery and revelation the results where profound and easy to see with the natural eye. People noticed and commented on my success. I felt and looked better than I had in years. Yes indeed I was flying free and then.... Life happened... death of a loved one,  a Major life changing injury for My husband threw me into a tail spin of uncertainty and fear. I begin to feel the weight of the chains as they were once again being applied to My weak being. Heavy and tangled tightly about my arms, legs and most importantly my broken heart. The More I resisted the tigher they became. The More I struggled the More Mangled My life became.

mercy Miracles and Medicine

Mercy Miracles and Medicine

Making time to Make Memories is the Message for today's post. The past 19 Months have been the Most difficult time of My life but all in all this season has offered Me a glimpse into the Majestic power of a Merciful, Miracle working Father. During this Marked season of my life I have seen More hospitals, More doctors, More clinics learned more Medical terms and felt More fear than I ever thought possible! I also have discovered More Mercy, More Miracles and Much More Meaning to this thing called life. In Moments of fear I have that  found fear is ONLY a feeling and when I cry out," Help Me" He is always there and He is fearless! I have found Mediating on a single verse from the Word of God will out weigh My Mountainous Murmurings EVERY time. I have discovered that with Christ all things are possible and there is NOTHNG too hard for God! He is the healer of the body (one glance at My Man, Johnny and there is denying that) I know Him as my Comforter and without a doubt there is life after death on this side of glory! When I thought I would never again function in the land of the living I'm offered a Maternal Moment one look into the face of those left behind. Beautiful girls full of life and I know the gift remains times three! Under the authority of the Matchless One I am Managing quite well these days and look forward to Making Many  Memories with those in My care His unMeasurable love for Me is certain and I plan to be his hand extended to those who call me Mama, Mawmaw, Mentor, Marriage Partner, or just plain Mississippi Girl! In this the Month of June 2012 I will NOT Mope, I will NOT Mourn (for the time of Mourning is past) I will Not Mummer. I will March forward, I will accept the Mantle and Mission set before Me. I will Marvel in the Magic of  the simple Moments life has store for Me and Mine.

Mark 11:22-23
So Jesus answered and said to them, "have faith in God for assuredly, I say to you whoever says to this mountain, "Be removed and be cast into the sea, and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that htose thins he says will be done, he will have whatever he says.